1. |
She Is Sunshine
03:58
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Would you believe me if I told you she is sunshine?
Would you understand the beauty that I see?
Her fire burns so bright, that I know it can only be sunshine
I feel the rays of a distant light wash over me
But I know that a radiance so true cannot be mine
And yet it seems I'm dazzled by the shine
This I can't deny
And yet I stand, smiling as the lustre meets my eyes
Smiling though the glimmer leaves me blind
Oh, but I could hold the fire that is so elusive
Then I know that I could smile forever more
And in my heart, there lies a curious condition
That it always wants the light it cannot touch
Would you believe me if I told you she is sunshine?
Would you understand the beauty that I see?
Her fire burns so bright, that I know it can only be sunshine
I feel the rays of a distant light wash over me
And I know that if I fly too high I'm bound to fall
'Cause these wings of wax can't hold me after all
Oh, but still I try
And yet it seems that though she means no ill, I never learn
That to stay within her light is to be burned
Oh, but I could hold the fire that is so elusive
Then I know that I could smile forever more
And in my heart, there lies a curious condition
That it always wants the light it cannot touch
Would you believe me if I told you she is sunshine?
Would you understand the beauty that I see?
Her fire burns so bright, that I know it can only be sunshine
I feel the rays of a distant light wash over me
I feel the rays of a distant light wash over me
I feel the rays of a distant light wash over me
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2. |
Crossroads Of The Mind
05:32
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It starts as a feeling washes over me
One I've felt a thousand times before
It clings like a mist enshrouding all of my reality
And I cannot run anymore
And I know the situation that's surrounding me
Is slowly killing every bit and every part of me
But I cannot seem to walk away
And I'm faced with a decision, trapped by familiarity
Bound by the fear of leaving all of this behind me
Facing bleakly into the unknown
I hear the clock that's ticking endlessly inside my head
And now I find myself at a crossroads of the mind
I'm stuck in limbo as I sift through all these memories
But I'm still searching for the path I hope to find
Well it seems that I'm facing quite a quandary
And I still cannot find the way
I am surrounded by what is and what should never be
Growing more malignant every day
And I feel the poison slipping slowly into me
As it wears the fraying edges of my sanity
But I find the touch sickly sweet
There must be a road to find my way back to reality
Somewhere outside of the bubble of my apathy
But still I linger, holding on
I hear the clock that's ticking endlessly inside my head
And now I find myself at a crossroads of the mind
I'm stuck in limbo as I sift through all these memories
But I'm still searching for the path I hope to find
I hear the clock that's ticking endlessly inside my head
And now I find myself at a crossroads of the mind
I'm stuck in limbo as I sift through all these memories
But I'm still searching for the path I hope to find
When I open my eyes, I find I'm still here
Still paralyzed by the crippling fear
I can't remain entrapped in this way
The pendulum swings as it turns in an endless monotony
Now I just know that I have to break free
I hear the clock that's ticking endlessly inside my head
And now I find myself at a crossroads of the mind
I'm stuck in limbo as I sift through all these memories
But I'm still searching for the path I hope to find
I hear the clock that's ticking endlessly inside my head
And now I find myself at a crossroads of the mind
I'm stuck in limbo as I sift through all these memories
But I'm still searching for the path I hope to find
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3. |
Dreams & Conclusions
06:32
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Lost, lost in an elusive haze
Drifting, floating, twirling in a shadowy daze
My mind swirls unbound and free
Breaching all the rules that bind me
Nothing out of place in this blissful confusion
Lost in a state of willful illusion
So much is chained by the trappings of sense
Yet creativity shines through the cracks in a groggy mind
In a groggy mind
This fog in which I dwell I call my home
(What am I doing here? Tell me what I'm doing here)
Chaos cleverly crafted into something more
(What am I doing here? Tell me what I'm doing here)
Reality, a self-created affliction fed by the monster of material addiction
Like a mask that shrouds an ever-changing face
With dreams of life inside, encased
It leaves me dazed, it leaves me blind
It leaves me like an empty shell, distracted
A stranger to my mind
Lost, lost in an elusive haze
Spinning, falling, churning in a shadowy daze
My mind swirls unbound and free
Breaching all the rules that bind me
The visions that I see are so strange, yet tempting
Telling of a world of my own invention
This is the place that cannot be taken
Individuality seeping out and breaking free in a groggy mind
In a groggy mind
This fog in which I dwell I call my home
(What am I doing here? Tell me what I'm doing here)
Chaos cleverly crafted into something more
(What am I doing here? Tell me what I'm doing here)
Reality, a self-created affliction fed by the monster of material addiction
Like a mask that shrouds an ever-changing face
With dreams of life inside, encased
It leaves me dazed, it leaves me blind
It leaves me like an empty shell, distracted
A stranger to my mind
And I do not pretend to understand the world in which I live
But in my dreams I find there's something that the waking world can't give
A certain clarity distilled in all the madness that surrounds me
Sometimes it seems the world of dreams is more real than all the posturing I see
But I understand what you've got to lose
And I understand what you're trying to prove
You're looking for something that you don't know how to find
But you can't find yourself with all the clutter in your mind
Let go
Let go
This fog in which I dwell I call my home
Chaos cleverly crafted into something more
Reality, a self-created affliction fed by the monster of material addiction
Like a mask that shrouds an ever-changing face
With dreams of life inside, encased
It leaves me dazed, it leaves me blind
It leaves me like an empty shell, distracted
A stranger to my mind
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4. |
Birdhouse
04:15
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I'm looking back from the other side
I feel like a stranger in this green crystal palace of mine
Other faces live inside the picture now, though it's still the same
All at once everything and nothing has changed
Here I am now, peering through the mirror of the passing years
And here I am now, a stranger in my home
Goodbye to the birdhouse
Goodbye to the beams
Goodbye to the stone
Goodbye to the dreams
The beauty of innocence, unhindered and free
Goodbye to the birdhouse
Goodbye to the trees
The same salt-sea smell, the same wind in my hair
And if I close my eyes, it's like I'm still there
Memories come flooding back to me, and now I can see
That maybe the one that has changed is me
Here I am now, peering through the mirror of the passing years
And here I am now, a stranger in my home
Goodbye to the birdhouse
Goodbye to the beams
Goodbye to the stone
Goodbye to the dreams
The beauty of innocence, unhindered and free
Goodbye to the birdhouse
Goodbye to the trees
Goodbye to the birdhouse
Goodbye to the beams
Goodbye to the stone
Goodbye to the dreams
The beauty of innocence, unhindered and free
Goodbye to the birdhouse
Goodbye to the trees
Goodbye to the birdhouse
Goodbye to the beams
Goodbye to the stone
Goodbye to the dreams
Goodbye to the hideaway
Goodbye to the leaves
Goodbye to the birdhouse
Goodbye to the trees
Goodbye to the birdhouse
Goodbye to the beams
Goodbye to the stone
Goodbye to the dreams
Goodbye to the hideaway
Goodbye to the leaves
Goodbye to the birdhouse
Goodbye to the trees
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5. |
Little Song
04:23
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When the darkness takes the world, and I close my eyes to sleep
You've got me dreaming of blue eyes
And you do
When you're not beside me
When you're gone, when you're gone, when you're gone
Your presence lingers in my heart
Where it waits for you again
I have no words to give to you
That could ever really fully do justice to the way I feel, it's true
But to make you smile I wrote this little song for you
And I hope it works or I just won't know what to do
So if it makes you smile, you'll see how much I care for you
And you should know, my dear, my love is more than a silly song can say
Your love makes me believe in things I never hoped to wonder
It's true, there's something in you
I'm captivated by your wonderful and beautiful mind, it's true
And the way that I feel I've always known you
But I have no words to give to you
That could ever really fully do justice to the way I feel, it's true
But to make you smile I wrote this little song for you
And I hope it works or I just won't know what to do
So if it makes you smile, you'll see how much I care for you
And you should know, my dear, my love is more than a silly song can say
But at least I'm on my way
Your voice is so familiar, a comforting and beautiful tone
When I think of you, I'm never alone
There's no place in the world that feels as much like home
As when you're in my arms, and love and truth are all we know
I have no words to give to you
That could ever really fully do justice to the way I feel, it's true
But to make you smile I wrote this little song for you
And I hope it works or I just won't know what to do
So if it makes you smile, you'll see how much I care for you
And you should know, my dear, my love is more than a silly song can say
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6. |
Autumn Flower
03:58
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Autumn flower, autumn flower I don't know why
You look so sad and it makes me cry
You can't see clear with the dust in your eyes
But you look so sad that it makes me cry
Autumn flower, autumn flower I don't know why
Your fragile petals so attract my eye
I'd keep you if I could and take you home, my prize
But I can't hold on to what I know will die
I left you floating on the wind
To brave the world unknown
Your beauty shines so bright within
It hurts to let you go
Autumn flower, autumn flower I don't know why
These feelings endure that I can't deny
It's easier to stay in a familiar lie
But the price of an illusion, I can't abide
I left you floating on the wind
To brave the world unknown
Your beauty shines so bright within
It hurts to let you go
And letting go of you may be the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
But I know it's the ideal and not the truth
That makes me linger
And looking back I see a mix of memories that will never come to be
I say goodbye
And turn my eyes to the future
Autumn flower, autumn flower I don't know why
Your trace as vanished right before my eyes
Your delicate beauty lives in my mind
I'll think of you, and it will make me smile
I left you floating on the wind
To brave the world unknown
Your beauty shines so bright within
It hurts to let you go
Autumn flower, autumn flower I don't know why
You look so sad and it makes me cry
You can't see clear with the dust in your eyes
But you look so sad that it makes me cry
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7. |
Nothing Left To Say
06:17
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There's a prison in the mind
That keeps the blind eyes open
The waters flow more smoothly
When the riverbed is dry
Fingers trace the lines
So fearfully aware
Of imaginary minds
That pull the threads of every word
There's a silent scream in the waking dream
That you dress up as your heart
And you hide your thoughts inside
Too afraid to share the light
In the darkness where you hide
Do you see all the things that you have left along the way?
Theres a dream you have each night
In the eyes that see straight through you
The twisting thoughts constrict
Afraid of what another might see
Longing for the time
When nothing seemed to matter
The freedom you could find
If only you could speak your mind
There's a silent scream in the waking dream
That you dress up as your heart
And you hide your thoughts inside
Too afraid to share the light
In the darkness where you hide
Do you see all the things that you have left along the way?
There's a silent scream in the waking dream
You've built around yourself
A perfect camouflage to free you from your mind
And you hide yourself away
Never knowing what to say
Ever longing for the day
When you will find the secret, and your fears will fade away
But there won't come a day
When there's nothing left to say
So don't hide yourself away
'Cause you might find that what you seek
Has been there all along
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8. |
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As I lose myself in the unknown
My mind is filled with memories
There's a soft relaxing silence
And my heart, it floats away
But oh, when did I my mind to come apart
And oh, a sight so beautiful could mend a broken heart
Now all the world I see around me
Bears an old familiar hue
It's something I once held within me
But never really knew
Now I open my eyes
And I look at the world with eyes of wonder
I look at the earth and feel alive
And I smile as I remember
How to fall in love with the sky
And I look at the world with eyes of wonder
I look at the earth and feel alive
And I smile as I remember
How to fall in love with the sky
My sorrows fade as it surrounds me
And I'm held in its embrace
I'm filled with joy and true acceptance
From my love without a face
But oh, when did I my mind to come apart
And oh, a sight so beautiful could mend a broken heart
There's a whisper on the wind
That carries words into my ears
It sings me songs that tell of beauty
And I have no need to fear
Now I open my eyes
And I look at the world with eyes of wonder
I look at the earth and feel alive
And I smile as I remember
How to fall in love with the sky
And I look at the world with eyes of wonder
I look at the earth and feel alive
And I smile as I remember
How to fall in love with the sky
I'm on my way through a beautiful world
An unknown shade of a familiar glow
Finding joy in the simple momentum
Moving on and on and on and on
And on and on and on and on
And I look at the world with eyes of wonder
I look at the earth and feel alive
And I smile as I remember
How to fall in love with the sky
And I look at the world with eyes of wonder
I look at the earth and feel alive
And I smile as I remember
How to fall in love with the sky
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9. |
Shades Of Grey
04:13
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I open my eyes
Into a room of shadows, that dance around me so happily
Hand in hand
I open my mind
And watch the thoughts that flicker in the air
As they settle in the dust, I smile
I feel lost in shades of grey
When all the moments slip away into a dream within a day
And I know that my ambition floats high above my reach
So far away
But I still hope to find a way to hold the light
That shines beyond my eyes
And in this life I'm searching
To find something that's real
I open my heart
Its rhythm flows so fluidly
And yet it beats so hopelessly confused
I open my hands
As they fight to cling to time
That drips like water through the cracks in me
I feel lost in shades of grey
When all the moments slip away into a dream within a day
I lie awake and wonder
Why this feeling won't fade away
But I still hope to find a way to hold the light
That shines beyond my eyes
And in this life I'm searching
To find something that's real
But I still hope to find a way to hold the light
That shines beyond my eyes
And in this life I'm searching
To find something that's real
But I still hope to find a way to hold the light
That shines beyond my eyes
And in this life I'm searching
To find something that's real
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10. |
Dream
06:25
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Once I had a dream
Oh, I was drifting in an endless sea
Once I had a dream
Oh, I was holding the hand of beauty
But oh, for a moment it's not so strange
To be floating like a feather in the sky
In this place where nothing's complicated
All I see is a road stretching out before the dawn
And I had been waiting for far too long
For something to ease my mind
To make me feel whole
To show me the way
Now suddenly I arrived in the valley of gold
And I finally opened my eyes
To my dream
Once I had a dream
Oh, so lovely
I hoped I'd never wake
Once I had a dream
I was holding everything I ever wanted in the world
But oh, for a moment it's not so strange
To be floating like a feather in the sky
In this place where nothing's complicated
All I see is a road stretching out before the dawn
And I had been waiting for far too long
For something to ease my mind
To make me feel whole
To show me the way
Now suddenly I arrived in the valley of gold
And I finally opened my eyes
To my dream
Once I had a dream
Oh, I was smiling
Exactly where I wanted to be
Once I had a dream
But now I'm not dreaming
And everything's still the same
But oh, for a moment it's not so strange
To be floating like a feather in the sky
In this place where nothing's complicated
All I see is a road stretching out before the dawn
And I had been waiting for far too long
For something to ease my mind
To make me feel whole
To show me the way
Now suddenly I arrived in the valley of gold
And I finally opened my eyes
To my dream
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11. |
Perfect Circle
05:39
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Cool thoughts elude a tired mind
A restless mood
No peace to find
And I'm caught in the trap that I make
The path I see is open wide
The storm in me still won't subside
I keep carrying on
Though the picture is wrong
And I don't know what to do to make it right
Now I can't seem to find my perfect circle
The realization of my ideal
My clumsy hands that grasp in each direction
Leave me yearning for a focus I could feel
The immovable distraction that surrounds my tired mind
Leaves me wishing for a peace that I could find
I somehow feel the answer's near
But crippling doubt won't disappear
And I'm caught in the trap that I make
Afraid to lose, or pass it by
So long confused by subconscious lies
I keep carrying on
Though the picture is wrong
And I don't know what to do to make it right
Now I can't seem to find my perfect circle
The realization of my ideal
My clumsy hands that grasp in each direction
Leave me yearning for a focus I could feel
The immovable distraction that surrounds my tired mind
Leaves me wishing for a peace that I could find
I'm stuck in the midst of my dreams
Holding tight as it stretches the seams
But I still can't find a way to make it whole
Now I can't seem to find my perfect circle
The realization of my ideal
My clumsy hands that grasp in each direction
Leave me yearning for a focus I could feel
The immovable distraction that surrounds my tired mind
Leaves me wishing for a peace that I could find
Leaves me wishing for a peace that I could find
Leaves me wishing for a peace that I could find
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12. |
Quasar
01:11
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[Instrumental]
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13. |
Cosmic Dinosaur
08:37
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Deep within the vast expanding universe
Dwells a soul exploring all alone
A solitary traveling cosmic dinosaur
Searching for a place to call a home
Through nebulas of endless stellar beauty
It just wants to find a love its never known
And though the stars stretch out unceasingly
And though the journey seems so long
Still this majestic being sets out with an eager heart
And sets its sight on the stars
Blasting through a maze of space and time
Heedless of the dangers it may find
For years and years the voyage carried on
Yet the goal remained a dream within its mind
As it made its way across the universe
It found too many souls that lived in pain
Beneath the heel of intergalactic villainy
Any hope of liberation was in vain
In this strife the traveler felt a calling
And set out to become evil's mortal bane
And though the stars stretch out unceasingly
And though the journey seems so long
Still this majestic being sets out with an eager heart
And sets its sight on the stars
Blasting through a maze of space and time
Heedless of the dangers it may find
Now it takes its hunt across the stars
And seeks to right the wrongs and heal the scars
So if you spread oppression and hate
You should know that you've already sealed your fate
And you should beware the cosmic dinosaur
You should beware the cosmic dinosaur
It crushed the warlord of Ursa Prime
And freed the victims of his crimes
And though the people cheered, the dinosaur still felt alone
It knew it still had to find a home
And in the empty depths of space
The mind tends to wander
Thoughts of a home that was lost
And memories to ponder
Fate twists a strange way
For such a mighty creature
But in the end it will be seen
If, in turn, such pain can be a teacher
And though the stars stretch out unceasingly
And though the journey seems so long
Still this majestic being sets out with an eager heart
And sets its sight on the stars
Blasting through a maze of space and time
Heedless of the dangers it may find
An odyssey begins and sparks a flame
And the galaxy will never be the same
So if you spread oppression and hate
You should know that you've already sealed your fate
And you should beware the cosmic dinosaur
You should beware the cosmic dinosaur
You should beware the cosmic dinosaur
You should beware the cosmic dinosaur
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Cosmosaurus Nanaimo, British Columbia
Cosmosaurus is a Nanaimo, British Columbia-based five-piece alternative rock band, formed in 2018. Having met through shared experience in the VIU jazz program, each member brings a variety of musical influences to the group, resulting in a style that is a unique blend of progressive introspective funky space rock, with an emphasis on vocal harmony. ... more
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